刚才发生的事情.....真让我痛心....
所以才突发奇想....想写一些自己的感触.
话说,每个人都有感性的时候,不是吗...?
每次在一些网站或者面子书看了一些感性的文章,说中了我的心的时候,感触就会来了....
自从阅了那些文章后,这句话一直在我的脑海里不停地浮现,一而再再而三的提醒着我.
珍惜当下
你对这句话又有何解释?
对我来说,
因为你往往不知道下一秒,下一份究竟会发生什么事情,是开心的还是不开心的.是会让你愧疚的,还是会让你心存感激的?
你并不知道
你知道....?恭喜你.....你异于常人!
永远记得 : 发生了就再也没办法回头了!
字典里虽然存在着 '假如' , '如果' , '当初 ' , 这些词语.....那又如何呢? 难道就因为这些词语,你把它说出口,时光就能倒流了吗...??
没有,并没有!!
难道对着冷冰冰的尸体哭着说抱歉,尸体就会复活,起来跟你说:' 没关系 '吗? ' 都过去了 '吗? ' 都发生了,挽回不了 ' 吗?
要记得 : 不是每一句 '对不起 ' 都能换来一句 '没关系' .
要是每个错误都能被原谅,都能用对不起来解决,那请问 法律 , 警察 , 法庭 要来干嘛??
之后,
我都会一直告诉自己: 要带着感恩的心去感谢那些帮助过我的人 .
谢谢你们
虽然一句谢谢并不是很伟大,但是对方听了会开心,他会开心因为他帮助了你.
要 及时 说 谢谢 , 要 及时 说 对不起 , 别小看他们的影响力 ....
话说出口,结果可能会不一样.
又...或许....
不想发生, 不想看到的 , 就不会发生 , 就不会看到了......
=')
发泄完了.
xoxo,
cheisey
TJ iloveyou
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Saturday, March 23, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
truth about morning
Here comes the idea to blog bout this post.
I saw Jane aka chuckei posted this in her fb page.....
about the morning truth....
I was like wtf ... so true.... I bet everybody think that.Erm....maybe not all. For me,I agree to maybe 6 out of 10.
Is that something pop out in your mind now? What's that?
haha. Alright. Let's see!
1)bed is extremely comfortable when I want to wake up compare to at night when I going to bed.
2)snooze every 5mins once alarm rang.
3)roll here roll there on the bed , refuse to get out from bed.
4)brush teeth with my eyes closed.
5)those morning people is effin annoying till I wanna slap them.
6)you wonder why am I so tired when my body had been recharge?
7)falling asleep takes an hour at night
8)There's a huge difference between 7am and 7.05am.
9)when I wake up half an hour earlier , I spent the whole half hour to look at the clock every 5mins.
10)Whenever I feel happy for the next morning event,I ruin it by not being able to sleep the night before.
11)Planned what to do the next day , but then so is the day after.
GRRRRR......
Alright , here's a few truth ..... that happens to mewtf
So what about yours?
I got it here , some .
everyday woke up with this stupid face.
Bye,
I saw Jane aka chuckei posted this in her fb page.....
about the morning truth....
I was like wtf ... so true.... I bet everybody think that.Erm....maybe not all. For me,I agree to maybe 6 out of 10.
Is that something pop out in your mind now? What's that?
haha. Alright. Let's see!
1)bed is extremely comfortable when I want to wake up compare to at night when I going to bed.
2)snooze every 5mins once alarm rang.
3)roll here roll there on the bed , refuse to get out from bed.
4)brush teeth with my eyes closed.
5)those morning people is effin annoying till I wanna slap them.
6)you wonder why am I so tired when my body had been recharge?
7)falling asleep takes an hour at night
8)There's a huge difference between 7am and 7.05am.
9)when I wake up half an hour earlier , I spent the whole half hour to look at the clock every 5mins.
10)Whenever I feel happy for the next morning event,I ruin it by not being able to sleep the night before.
11)Planned what to do the next day , but then so is the day after.
GRRRRR......
Alright , here's a few truth ..... that happens to me
So what about yours?
I got it here , some .
everyday woke up with this stupid face.
Bye,
Thursday, March 07, 2013
just wanna post something randomly....
Did you heard INSTAGRAM before?
If you haven't , oh no , a big NO.....now it's a trending apps....
Instagram is a apps which you can post your photo and share with your family,friends,and also followers.Snap a photo , choose a filter , and then transform its look , to make your photo come out with a different feel with the original one....
There's also has PC version....but I seldom login....it's just so unnecessary....loll =p
instagram.com
If you don't have the mobile version, maybe PC version....?
Hey....this is the point thou!!
welcome to FOLLOW ME : cheiseyxy lolol =p
THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!
Here's some of my photo :
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| guess what is this? |
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| effing hate being alone! |
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| I posted this when my holiday ends....T__T |
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| fighting for my future!!! |
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| nice?!?! |
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| Be thankful everyday peeps! |
Believe in yourself ! You're happiness enough compare to others such as those child who don't have food to eat, no money to go school,needa work at a small age......etc
But in fact , people always won't be contented , like forever. Don't you? loll
Alright , here's for today.....!
See you guys!
Monday, March 04, 2013
thank you , XX
Hi.
wordy post.
First of all,put a pic to let YOU know that I'm writing all this for you.
YES.I'm writing this post for YOU.
Don't know where to start from...... X_X
I'm happy that i had knew you.This is the fate between us , we knew each other through social network.
YOU are the special one among all those people who send request for me.How special?I knew now your brain is popping up this question.
Alright.All of them ask what's your name?how old are you?where you live?
But , you don't. This is the answer. and This is how's our friendship start. =)
We had been chat for a long time in the social network.And,one day you ask me for my "LINE' account,you wanna add me there.YOU said there more interest to chat. 'interest?'' I asked. ''Yes,there're more emoticon and those character , more cute! '' you answered like this.
Alright. Added. We started to chat , chat and chat.
Sometimes , we chat using those emoticon and those cute LINE cartoon.just can't resist the bunny! It's way too cute!
Day by Day.
Then,one day i told you that i love this doll.erhm....bunny.alright.
Ya.The one that Park Bom holding.BECAUSE of her , i love this don't-know-what bunny.
Peeps,do you know what's the name? Anyone?
Alright.Here start the deal. We made a deal.
My exam is around the corner.Gotta do revision.and I had no mood to do so.YOU , you encourage me and ask me to go to.Alright,I obey.
If I got nice result , YOU will get me this ! I'm way too happy after saw your message. *I'm rolling on ma bed loll**
Bla Bla Blahhh....and again.One day back from exam,I told you that I can't get good result for my exam. I expected. Then you said,never mind,as what I promised. I gift you as Christmas present. OH MY~~~~ I told you : I just can't believe!
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The day we hang out , I got it!!
Till one day....
I told you I'm couple.
and you........
SAY BYE TO ME . I was like wtf you said that.....OK.sorry.
I asked WHY?
your talking ALREADY shown all. Don't you know that?!
The next day....you tell me. Finally. sorta.
OF COURSE. you made me @#$%^&*
oh...oh.....oh i seeeee.....
Fyi , actually I felt it.I mean the feeling. I'm NOT 3yro. I mean the day we hang out and when we chat in LINE. You know , you sent those emoticon with love..........
YES . EXACTLY as what i mentioned just now.
And now what I want to say is :
AHEM~~AHEM~~
I don't have the authority to stop you from continuing to like me. no. I don't have. So don't worry. YOU can still.....
and what i told you that day....he don't allow me to hang out with guys.
but,we can ............. because we're FRIEND. remember that.
but , and still because I have bf , so please , we should have a distance between us. DON'T stay too close to me. NO. sorry. Remember that before something not happy happen.
Alright. I tell you already.
I HATE to hurt people,indeed . but ONCE I DID, sorry to say. I knew this is just unbelievable.
and,
I don't want to hurt you,because we're friend,and I want a friend rather than an enemy.
because I'm Libra. I'm kind like that. wtf.
I want to apologize to you IF I made you misunderstand .
sorry. and I hope you understand. THANK YOU.
BYE.as what you wished.
T_____T
wordy post.
First of all,put a pic to let YOU know that I'm writing all this for you.
YES.I'm writing this post for YOU.
Don't know where to start from...... X_X
I'm happy that i had knew you.This is the fate between us , we knew each other through social network.
YOU are the special one among all those people who send request for me.How special?I knew now your brain is popping up this question.
Alright.All of them ask what's your name?how old are you?where you live?
But , you don't. This is the answer. and This is how's our friendship start. =)
We had been chat for a long time in the social network.And,one day you ask me for my "LINE' account,you wanna add me there.YOU said there more interest to chat. 'interest?'' I asked. ''Yes,there're more emoticon and those character , more cute! '' you answered like this.
Alright. Added. We started to chat , chat and chat.
Sometimes , we chat using those emoticon and those cute LINE cartoon.just can't resist the bunny! It's way too cute!
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| Yes!! the one!! |
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| Don't you feel that tooo,peeps? |
Day by Day.
Then,one day i told you that i love this doll.erhm....bunny.alright.
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| AWWH~~~!!!!! Bomie is too adorable~~ |
Ya.The one that Park Bom holding.BECAUSE of her , i love this don't-know-what bunny.
Peeps,do you know what's the name? Anyone?
Alright.Here start the deal. We made a deal.
My exam is around the corner.Gotta do revision.and I had no mood to do so.YOU , you encourage me and ask me to go to.Alright,I obey.
If I got nice result , YOU will get me this ! I'm way too happy after saw your message. *I'm rolling on ma bed loll**
Bla Bla Blahhh....and again.One day back from exam,I told you that I can't get good result for my exam. I expected. Then you said,never mind,as what I promised. I gift you as Christmas present. OH MY~~~~ I told you : I just can't believe!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The day we hang out , I got it!!
Till one day....
I told you I'm couple.
and you........
SAY BYE TO ME . I was like wtf you said that.....OK.sorry.
I asked WHY?
your talking ALREADY shown all. Don't you know that?!
The next day....you tell me. Finally. sorta.
OF COURSE. you made me @#$%^&*
oh...oh.....oh i seeeee.....
Fyi , actually I felt it.I mean the feeling. I'm NOT 3yro. I mean the day we hang out and when we chat in LINE. You know , you sent those emoticon with love..........
YES . EXACTLY as what i mentioned just now.
And now what I want to say is :
AHEM~~AHEM~~
I don't have the authority to stop you from continuing to like me. no. I don't have. So don't worry. YOU can still.....
and what i told you that day....he don't allow me to hang out with guys.
but,we can ............. because we're FRIEND. remember that.
but , and still because I have bf , so please , we should have a distance between us. DON'T stay too close to me. NO. sorry. Remember that before something not happy happen.
Alright. I tell you already.
I HATE to hurt people,indeed . but ONCE I DID, sorry to say. I knew this is just unbelievable.
and,
I don't want to hurt you,because we're friend,and I want a friend rather than an enemy.
because I'm Libra. I'm kind like that. wtf.
I want to apologize to you IF I made you misunderstand .
sorry. and I hope you understand. THANK YOU.
BYE.
T_____T
Friday, May 25, 2012
THANK YOU
I'm here just wanna say thank you to all of you who read/pass by/follow my blog....although there's not many.... i knew I'm still new.
but still.... THANK YOU !!
Readers, you guys , really give me a big hug as a comfort for me.
I DO appreciate much , really .
I felt happy and touching when i knew that there's people reading my blog.By the way,I'm still finding which platform is the most suitable for me to publish my blog,to let more people know me and my blog.
Anyway,come and communicate with me by follow me thru @twitter , or leave some comment to me . please . whatever,whether you are my reader or you just pass by.
Again, I DO APPRECIATE them . =)
It's kinda console when i knew there's someone , reading my blog . if you leave comment for me, i'll felt happy for some days. LOL. Just like those artist , when they knew there's fans outside supporting them , they'll feel very happy and sedate .
thank you ,
but still.... THANK YOU !!
Readers, you guys , really give me a big hug as a comfort for me.
I DO appreciate much , really .
I felt happy and touching when i knew that there's people reading my blog.By the way,I'm still finding which platform is the most suitable for me to publish my blog,to let more people know me and my blog.
Anyway,come and communicate with me by follow me thru @twitter , or leave some comment to me . please . whatever,whether you are my reader or you just pass by.
Again, I DO APPRECIATE them . =)
It's kinda console when i knew there's someone , reading my blog . if you leave comment for me, i'll felt happy for some days. LOL. Just like those artist , when they knew there's fans outside supporting them , they'll feel very happy and sedate .
thank you ,
Monday, May 21, 2012
唉...这不行啊....
其实呢....今天想写一写关于我的母语啦...
住在马来西亚的我呢，不知道该感觉庆幸还是什么丫....[无奈]
话说，就因为大马有好多不同的种族所以特别....语言也有几种...其实说真的，到目前为止身为大马公民的我都不知道其实是马来人多呢还是华人居多...
一向都很向往童话故事的我,,,''没有啦，开玩笑的''哈哈....一向都很喜欢偶像剧的我，不管是台湾的，韩国的，日本的，或者是欧美的，都很喜欢看...前提是:偶像剧XD，可是除了偶像剧以外呢，也喜欢看侦探的，侦探的呢，就多看香港的。其他国家的就比较少看。原因是什么不知道。呵呵
因为多元种族国家的关系，居民多多少少也得学彼此的语言以方便沟通，也代表一种尊敬。由于身在'马来'居多/为重的国家，他们的母语--国语，当然是课堂上少不了的科目。可是说实在的，不是每个华人都喜欢，不是每个华人都想要学。现在在华人越来越多的年代，连他们也想学我们的母语了。家长都把孩子送来华小学华语。
连别个种族都要学别人的母语，可是有些人就连自己的母语都讲不好....×唉...其中的人就是我×
就是或许因为身在多元种族的国家，所以多少都会有些许影响，华语都不像华语了，掺杂了大马人自创的‘’巴刹’‘语言...比如：吃了(liao)啦,,,要你讲的咩,,,我讲将就将（这样）啦....唉,,,其实在看台湾剧之前，都觉得没什么，很好啊，很正常的....可是自从台湾剧打进大马市场以后，就有开始看台湾的节目，大马的华语简直就不能带出去，奇怪死了...
每次看了台湾偶像剧以后，就很想要学他们说一口很标准的华语...说倒容易啊，做起来可有点难度了....[泪]开始几句/开始几天呢,,,,好有水准啊...说闷了以后，又变回原形了....啊!!可恶呢!!要不就是吵架的时候，该怎么说呢，标准华语感觉上用来对骂还保留有一点礼貌，可大马的华语骂起人来可'礼貌'的呢....!
真的，一直很想说一口标准华语啊，到底什么时候才能做到呢~~
坚持啊，坚持真的是一门很困难的学问，无论对谁都是，是吧...?想坚持的坚持，真的需要那把耐力，然后改变，在彻底改变到完全改变。一个字：难!!!
再来，每次跟朋友出去，跟朋友聊天，一切都会变回零....!!!啊....救命啊...!
可是，在我脑海里时有一种想法浮现，我觉得朋友都会想我为什么那么做作....我一直都会这样以为...可是他们是吗...?
其实，真的想，改变，说一口真正的华语，而不是什么大马版华语....
真的希望能够...!!!
其实说了华语之外，英文也固然重要呐~
进修华语之外，也在努力进修英文。现在这是社会，没有英文是不行的!!大大不行啊...!!
努力....GO GO GO!!!
OK.... GOOD BYE ....follow me @twitter
住在马来西亚的我呢，不知道该感觉庆幸还是什么丫....[无奈]
话说，就因为大马有好多不同的种族所以特别....语言也有几种...其实说真的，到目前为止身为大马公民的我都不知道其实是马来人多呢还是华人居多...
一向都很向往童话故事的我,,,''没有啦，开玩笑的''哈哈....一向都很喜欢偶像剧的我，不管是台湾的，韩国的，日本的，或者是欧美的，都很喜欢看...前提是:偶像剧XD，可是除了偶像剧以外呢，也喜欢看侦探的，侦探的呢，就多看香港的。其他国家的就比较少看。原因是什么不知道。呵呵
因为多元种族国家的关系，居民多多少少也得学彼此的语言以方便沟通，也代表一种尊敬。由于身在'马来'居多/为重的国家，他们的母语--国语，当然是课堂上少不了的科目。可是说实在的，不是每个华人都喜欢，不是每个华人都想要学。现在在华人越来越多的年代，连他们也想学我们的母语了。家长都把孩子送来华小学华语。
连别个种族都要学别人的母语，可是有些人就连自己的母语都讲不好....×唉...其中的人就是我×
就是或许因为身在多元种族的国家，所以多少都会有些许影响，华语都不像华语了，掺杂了大马人自创的‘’巴刹’‘语言...比如：吃了(liao)啦,,,要你讲的咩,,,我讲将就将（这样）啦....唉,,,其实在看台湾剧之前，都觉得没什么，很好啊，很正常的....可是自从台湾剧打进大马市场以后，就有开始看台湾的节目，大马的华语简直就不能带出去，奇怪死了...
每次看了台湾偶像剧以后，就很想要学他们说一口很标准的华语...说倒容易啊，做起来可有点难度了....[泪]开始几句/开始几天呢,,,,好有水准啊...说闷了以后，又变回原形了....啊!!可恶呢!!要不就是吵架的时候，该怎么说呢，标准华语感觉上用来对骂还保留有一点礼貌，可大马的华语骂起人来可'礼貌'的呢....!
真的，一直很想说一口标准华语啊，到底什么时候才能做到呢~~
坚持啊，坚持真的是一门很困难的学问，无论对谁都是，是吧...?想坚持的坚持，真的需要那把耐力，然后改变，在彻底改变到完全改变。一个字：难!!!
再来，每次跟朋友出去，跟朋友聊天，一切都会变回零....!!!啊....救命啊...!
可是，在我脑海里时有一种想法浮现，我觉得朋友都会想我为什么那么做作....我一直都会这样以为...可是他们是吗...?
其实，真的想，改变，说一口真正的华语，而不是什么大马版华语....
真的希望能够...!!!
其实说了华语之外，英文也固然重要呐~
进修华语之外，也在努力进修英文。现在这是社会，没有英文是不行的!!大大不行啊...!!
努力....GO GO GO!!!
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| MY no-make-up face T__T |
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| hope my dark circle didn't scared you.... #GODBLESSME |
OK.... GOOD BYE ....follow me @twitter
Saturday, May 12, 2012
i L♥VE you
星期六的下午,突然间下起倾盆大雨,电台播着个个关于母亲节的东西,而我喜爱的东于哲告诉了媒体他们种种不能说给妈妈听的秘密...
东于哲 - 内心话
其中最让我心痛/感动的 :
''我中三曾經當過推銷員，每天早上9時一直工作到傍晚6時，因為每天都要挨家沿戶推銷產品，所以要消耗很多體力，我因為身上沒有多餘的錢，也不想跟媽媽開口 要錢吃飯，所以都沒有吃早午餐，結果有一次因為太餓又熱，從公司安排的車子一下車就不支暈倒街頭，醒來時人已坐在椅子上，完全不知道自己暈倒的事，這件事 我從來沒有跟媽媽提過。 '' by 小东
''兩年前我們參加公司旅遊團去James Island，結果抵步後剛好退潮，我不甘心，跟小東就一直往海水方向前進，未料腳底踩中海膽，結果中了廿多根刺，當地的救生員用他們傳統的治療法，即是 用檸檬汁往我腳底灑下去，把刺一根根的擠出來，回來KL後，我還去診所把最後一根刺用雷射打出來，其實當時我還有小發燒，但我都靠意識撐過去，沒有告訴大 家，是因為不想掃興，這件事我從來沒有跟媽媽提過。'' by 阿哲
母亲节将近,就在明天...
此刻里的脑海在想,我娘离我好远好远......
想当初小时候,我不知道自己是否有送过我娘一份礼物,我真的不知道也不记得...
直到3年前,那是我第3次出来打工,那时候也是母亲节,父亲节将近,就会有推销员来推销一些可以送礼的东西,是按摩器.我和朋友就觉得产品不会贵,买给父母也不错,于是就买了.
母亲节当天我娘在厨房准备餐点,我起床后不久,就把那礼物送给我娘.我感受到了!我感受到我娘的那份喜悦,话说因为那是我第一次送她礼物.
我还记得第一次出来打工的时候,拿到了我的人生第一份工资,回到家就马上给我娘,她却说:''不用了,你收着吧.自己用.''
现在回想起来,每个妈妈应该也是这样吧?孩子第一次打工,然后会觉得欣慰.我娘!谢谢你!
话说每当我看着看着,那些关于爱的文章,感谢的文章,都会有些感触.无可否认的,没有人不爱自己的父母吧,包括我.我爱他们!其实,以前,自懂事以后,都不觉得我是爱他们的,一直以来都觉得他们根本就不爱我，因为他们偏心，就只爱小的，什么好的都给他，家里家务都由我来做，而他却在那里很high地玩他的游戏机.所以我都很讨厌那小的!总是说他还小,等他大了，会吩咐他的。脑袋涌现:他娘的!什么还小?!话说那时候我三年级就开始做了!拜托他现在几岁了?!?!（他初中一了 ）每当在埋怨的时候，爹他都会一笑而过，根本不把话当一回事，当时我气炸了!!!爹他就是这么一个人，不把每件应该看得重要的事看得重要一点，就悠哉悠哉地.可是记得有一次，爹和娘因为我一些事在吵架，我被娘骂哭了，然后爹他就喊：知道为什么你娘的心愿是第一胎是想要女的吗?因为他想有人帮她分担家务!那时候我哭得更厉害，稀里哗啦的，就像此刻的大雨一样，为什么?脑袋涌现:谜底揭开.原来你生我就是要我帮你分担家务?!?! 那是怎么一回事...?
老实说，和家人没有很深厚的感情....就像母亲节不会说母亲节快乐，不会亲手制作一张卡，不会说早安，晚安，不会一家人坐着吃饭，就算有也一面吃一面看电视，很少有聊天，吵架比聊天来得多，他娘的，这叫一家人吗??? 一家人在家里就你做你的我做我的.我们不曾拥抱.就因为感情不够深厚，做起来感觉恶心，也不愿意，更不想。糟糕吧..?可是小的就不同了，他和他们就比较好一点。偶尔都会说晚安。我和小的感情也并没有很好，不止，还更经常吵架，吵得要翻桌。爹他每次就说:你就只有一个姐，你就只有一个弟，为什么就不能好好相处呢?很明显，坏的我在作祟，骨子里就已经不喜欢他了，怎么可能还可以好好相处，放屁!除非我戴面具!天天夜夜都带着虚伪的心在做人!我办不到，抱歉!
之前有看过一些报章，孩子小时候，天天跟着的那个人，天天照顾他的那个人，会跟他们感情比较好，比起亲生父母。这文章点开了我的猜想，我的疑问。或许就是这样，我跟家人感情并不怎么好。因为小时候照顾我的，哄我开心的，打我骂我的，并不是我的爹娘，而是我的奶奶。我跟奶奶感情很好，凡遇到什么事情，第一个就是阿嫲而不是妈妈。而且奶奶也很疼我。处处都保护着我，娘她打我的时候就会说干嘛打她，然后都护着我。还有就是，我这一生人都不会忘记，我小时候爸爸给我的那一记耳光 !还有娘她拿水管 打我的时候!永远，不会。
就在去年的时候，娘她带我去见了一位法师，法师把她手上工作都做完以后，娘和她就坐下来聊天，法师她会看相，她一眼就看出我是一个天下第一大懒虫，是脸相!天生就是懒，再加上是天秤座宝宝，我的天啊!但是我不否认，我的的确确很懒...T__T 再来，她就跟我说我娘她脸相的解说。她说:我娘她一生都在为我们付出(i teared when i heard this)，你有一个好妈妈，什么事都想你们在先，煮好的给你们吃，怕你们健康不好，会去买中药煲来给你们喝 (tears drop) 。不要每次让妈妈生气，要帮妈妈煮饭，做家务。妈妈照顾你们很辛苦了。（i cried till i can't see what's in front me.) 这件事过后几天，娘她出去买饭，当我打开饭盒的时候，我看到了茄子，我心停了一下( 因为那天去找法师的时候，法师有说我要多吃茄子) 。 娘她记在心里。谢谢你，娘 !
有一段时间，娘她到了一间餐厅当洗碗的。每天下午四点就去工作。回想不到那时候本人几岁...爸爸他好像 到外地工作去了。印象中就是娘她每天下午四点出去工作，到了凌晨才回来，每次起床见不到她，连放学回来也见不到她。当时的我们是用纸条沟通的。因为这份工作，娘她的手开始变得不是她的手，脱皮，一碰到肥皂就很痛。手变得不像手。娘她这么辛苦就是因为要养活这个家，一个家不能没有收入。
话说.......
虽然有时会不喜欢他们，会讨厌他们，但是从骨子里，是爱他们的。无论再怎么不喜欢，再怎么讨厌，他们始终是把我养大的爹娘，在我身上付出了多少心血。知道了，了解了。可能他们的心在想的，和我不同，我不了解， 他们有他们爱我的方法。又或许并没有，可是无论多多少少，都会有爱我的心。对吗...?
此时此刻，雨停了，播放器播着张杰的最接近天堂的地方，眼睛稍微肿了，娘她不在我身边。在写这篇文章的同时，我不知道我流泪流了多少遍。她的节日，她跟同事过。
娘她离开了这么久，终于体会，终于晓得，原来娘她真的为这个家付出了这么这么多，做了这么这么多。娘她去到外地工作，看来也不是一件坏事，至少让我发现到那些我不曾发现到的事。
人，真的，或许，要等到失去后，才懂得珍惜，才懂得感恩。
最后还是要说，我会用接下来的日子，好好爱你。
Monday, May 07, 2012
There was a girl
There was a girl who don't live happily since after she's sensible.She felt that her parent love her lil brother more than her.They give everything good to him but not her.
Ask her to do housework but le lil brother playing games there,always said he's still young,will ask him to do when he's bigger.Pocket money more than her while all the food in the school's canteen is still the same when she's a student studying in the same school with him.
There was a girl who will cry when she felt sad and unhappy ,always ask herself why am i deserve this?Parent always scold her whenever she right or wrong,when the person who did mistake was not her,when she felt that there's nobody to talk with when she's in trouble,when she felt that the day is like end of the world.
There was a girl who will laugh happily .When there's something happy happen such as there's some nice food to eat,when she chat happily with friends,when she watch some comedy,some variety show that made people laugh like mad especially Show Luo's!
There was a girl who will be very quiet whenever she felt unhappy and don't feel like wanna talk.She don't like to quarrel,but le lil brother always made her quarrel with him by his non sense question and answer!DON'T ANSWER you means DON'T WANT/don't willing to!
There was a girl who SUPER HATE people ask/commanded her to do things that need to spend her time to do,especially when she has no mood to! such as housework.Lil things is no matter.When she has no mood to do but she must to/you force her to,then she will broke your thing/do it crazily,vigorously until she injured.
There was a girl who like to make friends,but she dislike public =( / -_- because she's libra.She will talk to you proactively when you don't.She will be 100% more polite than she usual is when she first met you. #libra . She will be crazily when she conversational with you,laugh like mad,talk crazily.
There was a girl who love music very very much !She can't live without music seriously.LOL. She love to sing,she love to go to KTV. The first time when she went with her friends and her friends praise her,she felt very happy in her heart . Thankyou. But at the other side,le lil brother said she very noisy and her singing very bad when she sing with her headset on.
There was a girl , SHE IS WHO SHE IS . whatever you like or dislike .
O K . B Y E B Y E .
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